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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 27, 2006, 8:48 PM
slowly reading/looking through as many deviations that i collected while i was gone as i can, and i can definately say i've missed all of you. be patient with me; work is taking up the majority of my time right now - 14-16 hr. days are going to drive me mad at some point. maybe there's a rabbit hole i can slip through somewhere..hmm..i will have to look further into that. ;p
while i was gone, i did next to no writing/drawing, and now, i am finding it quite difficult to get back into it. maybe i won't let my mind wander enough. it's almost as if i have forgotten how. so how is this supposed to go again..? :)

- beth

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!amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 2:32:00 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~alwayzdazd:iconalwayzdazd: Jun 16, 2007, 2:44:30 PM
I don't check this often anymore; never enough time. but I was happily surprised to see that you had stopped by. i miss you tons. things on my end are going well. this guy seemed to move in to my house one day..lol. so that is good, job is good...my mind is still a flutter but oh well. email me and let me know how you are. love you. thegirlwithscissors@gmail.com

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Am I the star beneath the stairs?

Am I a ghost upon the stage?

Am I your anything?


~screaming:iconscreaming: Jun 8, 2007, 1:11:40 PM
I don't think you'll be reading this but I just wanted to thank you for everything. I've still got that letter you sent me. I hope everything turns out ok for you. Time flies huh.

Well anyways, don't have anything witty or something to say so i'll just send you a prayer and a :/

Take care

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A pill to make me numb,
a pill to make me dumb,
a pill to make me anybody else.
but all the drugs in this world,
wont save me from myself.
=phoenixreal:iconphoenixreal: Mar 16, 2007, 10:36:11 AM Mood: Love
Just stopping by to say I miss seeing you around. Hope life is treating you well!

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Without the darkness, there can be no light. Without the light, there can be no dark. Between, there casts the shadow. I am that shadow.
~wish-for-an-Angel:iconwish-for-an-Angel: Dec 9, 2006, 5:33:04 PM
Thankyou for the comment... =)

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I never saw an ugly thing in my life: for let the form of an object be what it may, - light, shade, and perspective will always make it beautiful
--John Constable
~serbius3:iconserbius3: Dec 7, 2006, 5:01:26 PM
Hey, B. Been a little silent again lately. Read my last few posts & you'll understand why ;)

Honestly, right now, I'm happier than I've been in a long time. Might not make a lot of sense, but I am :)

Just wanted to drop by, say hi, and share some love. Drop me a line when you can spare the time. i know all about those 16-hour days.

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~TheSohnly:iconTheSohnly: Nov 2, 2006, 12:24:19 PM
hey! You live within 100 km of me! Keep up the good work!

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*kagrmom:iconkagrmom: Sep 23, 2006, 6:09:23 AM Mood: Love
Hi There! :kiss:
Another year has passed and I am wandering by to send you love!
He sends his love also and I am about to embark on another trek to visit him.
How are you, Dear? I miss hearing from you!!
:hug:

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mari



A man's home is his castle.....let him clean it........anon
~porch:iconporch: Sep 21, 2006, 3:49:46 PM
memories :)

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~seanmurray:iconseanmurray: Sep 11, 2006, 8:23:19 PM
I've missed you too. :hug: :smooch:
~cackler:iconcackler: Aug 14, 2006, 9:17:54 PM
Hey you itsa me RandyMaBoB havent talked in a while you should call me i still have the same phone #.
ohhhh guess what i have a baby girl shes 2 months old and shes a cutie.
any ways drop me a line i miss you.

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~walkingsoul:iconwalkingsoul: Aug 5, 2006, 2:17:42 PM
Yes... thing are very good, compared to what they used to be. I'm still very dramatic I guess... but I also think I'm a little bit more humble for all of the experience.

My only problem now are problems of the world, I keep dropping out of college for various reasons. I'm still not certain what career path I want to go down although I'd love to become a scriptwriter (The only thing I seem to possess any talent within) or maybe something to do with psychology (which has become somewhat of a passion for me)

If you have any time free then you should catch me up in the world of Beth... I'm genuinly intrested (and it's been a long time since I had a catch up).

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~walkingsoul:iconwalkingsoul: Jul 28, 2006, 10:23:48 AM
Life has been a hude rollercoaster of ups and downs for me... but I guess that applies to most people. Latley though I've been heading mostly upwards. I've just quit college (for the second time) and I'm going to look for a full-time job. My Insomnia just broke one day mysteriously :) I really feel like I'm about to start a new chapter in my life and although a little worried, I'm also excited. I still don't know who I am exactly and I don't think it's too late to shape myself into a better person.

Although, not everything is great and i still face hardships, I can still stay optimistic and find positive things in my life and so I really have nothing to complain about. I've come so far... There was a point last year when i let one single person almost destroy me but I've bounced back.

Hahah I always end up writing Essays... I just love talking about myself I guess heheh. As always, I hope things start to get better (even if a little) and if there were anything I could do I would do it...

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~walkingsoul:iconwalkingsoul: Jul 24, 2006, 4:55:33 AM
It makes me very excited to see you leave me a comment :D I've been worried about where you've been.

Err... I'm sorry, but I have a bad feeling I sent you about 15 messages in your absence... It appears that I turn to you even if your not about. heheh

How are things going?

:hug:

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生きている いきている
~infernosilver:iconinfernosilver: Jun 14, 2006, 5:49:58 AM
hey there. wow, it has been a long time - very pleasant surprise to hear from you again. hope things are (and have been) goin as well as possible for you.

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~porch:iconporch: Jun 11, 2006, 3:34:50 PM
yeah.. about time.'
cheese

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=phoenixreal:iconphoenixreal: Mar 2, 2006, 2:53:23 PM
Random :love: from a long absent deviant. I came back and thought I would drop off a load of :love: for all my favorite Deviants, which you are among!

You are deserving of :blowkiss: and :hug:! I miss you, but will leave you some :love: here for you to see.

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:blackrose:blessed be~*~phoenixreal:blackrose:

Without the darkness, there can be no light. Without the light, there can be no dark. Between, there casts the shadow. I am that shadow.
~wyreth:iconwyreth: Jan 1, 2006, 2:13:27 AM
Happy new year, silent one.

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~cackler:iconcackler: Nov 14, 2005, 8:37:30 PM
im baaack ive missed ya hit me up^^ :weed:

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~mantisman:iconmantisman: Oct 24, 2005, 8:48:27 AM
Hey You!
Remember me....? lol
I've been away for a while
So I'm back for a possible while
:D yay

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*kagrmom:iconkagrmom: Jul 30, 2005, 6:36:18 AM
HI Dear Beth! :wave:

We are still around (somewhere) hehe! :giggle:

He always sends his :love:

:smooch:

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mari



A man's home is his castle.....let him clean it........anon
~kindergott:iconkindergott: Jul 14, 2005, 9:54:13 PM
actually the mad thingie is :heart: on yahoo pfffffffff

:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
~kindergott:iconkindergott: Jul 14, 2005, 9:51:44 PM
yuhu i love the new thumbnails for poetry :x
~DismalAsItSeems:iconDismalAsItSeems: Jul 5, 2005, 11:14:03 PM
There she was just a walking down the street
Singing Do wa diddy diddy dum diddy do


I love you like woah... Ghetto momento.

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~And I let myself slip inside my head, here I don't have to cry.

~ Just because I can't use a god damn paintbrush doesn't mean I'm not an artist.