slowly reading/looking through as many deviations that i collected while i was gone as i can, and i can definately say i've missed all of you. be patient with me; work is taking up the majority of my time right now - 14-16 hr. days are going to drive me mad at some point. maybe there's a rabbit hole i can slip through somewhere..hmm..i will have to look further into that.
while i was gone, i did next to no writing/drawing, and now, i am finding it quite difficult to get back into it. maybe i won't let my mind wander enough. it's almost as if i have forgotten how. so how is this supposed to go again..?

- beth

so here i am, and getting back on track with all of you lovelies. gimme something.




R A N D O M




you told me to think about what i wanted that would make me happy. and it was not anything that you could offer, or that i had the right to ask for. so i said goodbye, and that still was not good enough for you. ask me again for something that i finally refuse to give to you, but don't you dare fucking ask why. you already know.

in a week, i'll be back for good.

have a lot of catching up to do.

have not been around. won't be around for awhile longer. some people need to call me... need to give some people my number. note me. missing some people around here.

i think i might have lost the ability to think.

take care of yourselves.

Mood: what!?!












<sup>first of all, thank you for all of the comments and favs that i have not been able to say thank you for. they make me smile. secondly, my kids are now here for a month, so i will not be around here much until after they leave. hopefully i will be able to comment a little bit, but not much. i am just ecstatic that my babies are with me for now, so i am concentrating on that. hope you are all well. the ones who need to get ahold of me know how.








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